I am not in a very good space right now. That position that I soooo badly wanted has apparently been offered to someone who was affected in the restructure and wasn't placed. I don't know if it is official yet - I just heard through the grapevine that they want to offer it to him. I'm sure it's probably true - why wouldn't it be.
Oh well with that said and done, I guess I need to re-evaluate my needs and well as my career aspirations.
Why oh Why do I never get what I really want.... I know all about the crap regarding you only get what is destined for you, but still it sucks. This has always been the case regarding my career. There are always things that I would really want to do but they somehow tend to always be out of my reach.
This just sucks!!!!