Fingers Crossed

So.

The position that I really have my heart set on was advertised and guess what I meet the requirements to apply. BUT - I can't apply just yet because it was advertised during the restructure phase and since I'm not an affected incumbent, I am unable to apply. If the position remains unfilled when the restrucutre is completed, only than can I be considered. It is a long shot and if it does get filled than it's gone and the sucky feelings that I constantly feel towards my job are just going to escalate. This is so in line with my career plans and where I ultimately want to be.

Please cross your fingers and toes as I hope and pray that the position doesn't get filled so that I can be considered...... Oh and by the way the position reports into my old manager who I got along really well with. I chatted to her this morning about it and she advised me to inform my line manager etc etc etc. I told her to please keep me in mind....

Here's to really really, really hoping..... Fingers Crossed!!!!!!