Awful Feelings

I feel awful. I'm not really sure why I feel so terrible I just do. It could be because of:

• being stuck in my office on my lonesome while the rest of the world is off on some or other holiday.
• T is going to Durban today and I am going to miss him
• I really need some me time.
• I had a silly argument with my mother.
• that everyone at this moment is driving me nuts and I just want to be on my own.
• that it's the weekend and I have no specific plans
• that I really wish I were on some great location on holiday with no worries about work and the like
• My mind is a whirlwind of wedding thoughts and ideas and I don't really know where to begin.
• that my cuz is an ungrateful bitch (long story)
• that I just feel totally deflated and exhausted and really cant wait to get home.
• that i am really hating my job and feel as though I am stuck in a rut.

All I want to do is go home and flop into bed........ I am exhausted.!